Vol 23 — 01/365: Not “Just Another Year”
Bismillah. May peace be upon you.
To be honest, few years back (around graduating, or maybe after my first job) birthday is no longer feels special to me. “A year older, a year wiser” but I didn’t fit the saying. I don’t feel like I am getting any wiser! And my life wasn’t the life I imagine of having. Same goes to new year. The failures of not achieving my yearly goal, procrastination. — all these has demotivate me.
People would be surprise if I told them this since I seems fine! But what was in socmed that is really truthful? So every now and then, when people share their goals and dreams (which is good for them). I just don’t feel the spark and I would be saying to myself “it’s just another day!”.
I feel bad! It’s okay not to be okay (i know), but I realise that it’s not okay to stay that way.
So I decide to change. I decide to have purpose and be in the present! 2023 is the year of complete healing. The year to love me. The year to unleash my potential and become someone I never thought I could be.
When you are reading this, you might feel the same way as I did. Maybe you already feel happy and contented with your life. I love the fact that you survive and become the living prove that — all of us could heal (share your tips on the comment section plssss!). I will be listing MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION for my reference as I will revisit everytime I get lost! And so you can knock my head and said “Rhan! Remember the purpose of your existence”
- Lose 40kg of fat (so I could do more wholesomeness activities — skydiving)
- Get healthier skin & scalp (so I could harness full potential of my skin)
- Fluent in reading, writing and speaking Hangeul (before Jin finished his military service)
- To memorise/hafaz these surah (Yassin, Al-Mulk, Al-Waqiah, Al-Rahman, Al-Kahfi)
- To retire young retire rich (so I could travel and help more people retire — especially women)
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