Bismillah. May peace be upon you.
To be honest, few years back (around graduating, or maybe after my first job) birthday is no longer feels special to me. “A year older, a year wiser” but I didn’t fit the saying. I don’t feel like I am getting any wiser! And my life wasn’t the life I imagine of having. Same goes to new year. The failures of not achieving my yearly goal, procrastination. — all these has demotivate me.
People would be surprise if I told them this since I seems fine! But what was in socmed that is really truthful? So every now and then, when people share their goals and dreams (which is good for them). I just don’t feel the spark and I would be saying to myself “it’s just another day!”.
I feel bad! It’s okay not to be okay (i know), but I realise that it’s not okay to stay that way.
So I decide to change. I decide to have purpose and be in the present! 2023 is the year of complete healing. The year to love me. The year to unleash my potential and become someone I never thought I could be.
When you are reading this, you might feel the same way as I did. Maybe you already feel happy and contented with your life. I love the fact that you survive and become the living prove that — all of us could heal (share your tips on the comment section plssss!). I will be listing MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION for my reference as I will revisit everytime I get lost! And so you can knock my head and said “Rhan! Remember the purpose of your existence”
- Lose 40kg of fat (so I could do more wholesomeness activities — skydiving)
- Get healthier skin & scalp (so I could harness full potential of my skin)
- Fluent in reading, writing and speaking Hangeul (before Jin finished his military service)
- To memorise/hafaz these surah (Yassin, Al-Mulk, Al-Waqiah, Al-Rahman, Al-Kahfi)
- To retire young retire rich (so I could travel and help more people retire — especially women)
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